I always tell the truth.. More or less.
U c I like this 1 friend, but if I say it to him it’ll make r friendship odd. Usually I be like ‘take it to the Lord in prayer’, but err its a bit more to it.
You see i’ve known him for a few years. He has an edge to him, a slight mystery. He won’t fully open up to me, even as a friend. I’m sure its because he knows that that slight touch more of closeness could bring us to a place where things will b unfamiliar for us both. Not sure if that’s a good or bad thing?
He has a charm, he can be kind and considerate. He has a slightly big heart- but his heart has always been good when geared towards me. He works hard and from early morning, on the grind as he thinks. I just think that lack of sleep does no good to the dark under the eyes. He parties now and again, and as I remember from the parties we both been to, he can dance.
His mom has taught him well, keep the house tidy, don’t let a girl see the mess, help with the shopping + cooking. He loves his mom.
We rarely speak now, partly my fault as I closed myself off to him. I thought I liked him and the more I thought of it, the more I didn’t wanna slip up. So when I realized I liked him, it was late. Late for our friend ship and any other possible boat word.
Lol as I type this from my phone, a few ppl ive liked names have popped up in my predictive text.
This post is more geared towards the females, quite a few of us have felt like this and more intense, and if a guy is reading this he may be intrigued or think im talking of him. But im not, the guy I like.. The guy I wanted to write the post about.. Has changed. He couldnt even recognize that its him im talking about even if I put my feelings on a 4 page letter and seal it with a stamp!
We are now different people and all that can be is a friend ship. Which is what I want. Right now.
Haha, he’s a sweet guy still though. Occasionaly checking on me and sincerely cares of how I feel, he wants to go above and beyond to help me. Well he used to.
I miss his ‘real with me’ nature and constant interest in my life. The sweet character of a man touches me. Thats 1 of those things what make a man stand out and keeps me smiling.
If I go on, itll become a little to obvious of this wonderful God given friend that great parents have made.
Im just a girl/lady/woman/female that likes a guy and cant tell him. You feel me?