I want to go home, to a place I’ve been once. Not the Caribbean home, the country that overlooked my island before we became a country. It’s actually easy to get to, I checked out flights and I could get there. But I booked off quite a bit and have new families that I can’t up and leave right now.
I want to reconnect with that which makes me in essence Dutch. I want to hear my language, experience my culture and reacquaint myself with the joys that once were.
I got teary thinking about home and finding myself. My birth home is beautiful but kind of far to go and I only have a handful of friends there. It’s not the same as it was when I was 9. So Holland as an adult would be awesome to do soon!
Home. A place I long to return to. Nederlands. I actually almost flew out the day before my bday but my parents weren’t having any of that craziness! Haha.